Late Night Journal – 06/30/2022

Another picture of the night xD

Why the fuck is it that people think it’s cool to assemble classical playlists and associate them with ordinary activities?

  • Beethoven For Studying
  • Working Day with Vivaldi
  • Mozart for BBQ (What the ACTUAL FUCK?)

Dude, these people were locked down in their studies for weeks to present a complete set of works just to be enjoyed, to actually get the fuck out of ordinary life concerns and enter the realm of the sublime, what’s the difference between Mozart for Babies and for BBQs? xD

Alright, that’s it, I needed to say it.

On an unrelated topic, I just killed this ugly motherfucker in DMC (Devil May Cry) video game, and it felt so good! I really needed to hurt something today, something evil (at least virtually). Extra points for being gross.

It’s been a horrible day folks, I can’t lie. Some days it’s too tough to be me and that’s it; when the highlight of your day is gutting out imaginary entities from Hell, then there’s something really fucked up with you. But it’s just a day, a week, a month… I no longer know; some days I feel all of my projects were thought and started by someone else, someone who’s bright and capable and who could actually bring these things to realization. And some days like today, I feel like I’m the empty, untalented version of that guy who’s ready to sabotage everything he’s working for, and it’s just about to crumble apart.

The thing is, I’m both.

I’m a sort of Jekyll and Hyde dual monster, who’s just not hurting anyone (hopefully) and so I get to keep existing somehow in a world completely incompatible with the creature I am.

Yeah, this is just probably me being a drama bitch tonight. Oh well…

The thing is, with all of the above, I still believe in the enormous potential that lies dormant in me, and in you who are reading this as well, no matter how dark, this too shall pass.

Never give up, I will do the same. Deal?

Big hug.

J.V


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